Death most resembles a prophet who is without honor in his own land or a poet who is a stranger among his people.
As far as thinking about death and murder and various ways of killing people and how people die… I probably have the most twisted mind in Slayer.
I never really got on that well with Yoko anyway. Strangely enough, I only started to get to know her after John’s death.
As long as your body is healthy and under control and death is distant, try to save your soul when death is immanent what can you do?